Lately I've been keeping my intake around 200-400 (MAX) plus lots of walking and pushing the stroller.. which is damn hard work lemme tell you. I can see a difference, I've got a small (tiny!) gap between my thighs now! FINALLY!!! When I walk I no longer feel them touching or brushing together which just gives me more motive to keep walking!
I feel like shit about my stomach though, and because I have no scale or full length mirror where I live thats the only part I can really see of my body and it is so disappointing... After how many meals and treats and cravings I've resisted I would really have hoped to be better... I guess I just magically thought that I'd go back to the way I used to look in no time, so frustrating.
Everytime I look at the peice of lub hanging from my abdomen I want to do one of 2 things:
1) Cut it off with a machete, just slice right through it, and watch the blade glide like it was cutting through warm butter.
2) Go make a giant bowl of pasta with tomato sauce and a ton of parmesean cheese and just give in to being fat.I'm not feeling as cold or hungry or empty as I was before, I've gotten used to this intake. Everytime I get to this point I either think 'Okay I'll try calorie shifting to boost my metabolism' but then I end up binging if I try and eat more than 500 calories. I don't know what I should do.
Anybody out there have any answers?
So far for breakfast I had
- 1/4 of cantelope: 25 cals
- 2 servings of spinach + 75 grams of peas + 1 slice of onion: 200 cals ( a bit under )
I recently checked out Cinnamon Brown's Blog and her top 40 music inspired me to do a bit of a retro Thinspo for today, dedicated to fashion icon 'Twiggy"
Have a great day everybody out there!
Love always,
Ana's Angel xo
Hey! I've not done SGD myself, but several of the other ladies have had success with it. I just stick to somewhere between 500 and 800 and exercise like a bastard (at least 1 hour) every day!
ReplyDeleteI feel the same way about my stomach and I know how you feel when you say you want to give in to being fat. Not so long ago, I was looking in to opening a Donna Claire (plus size store) account. I'm glad I didn't and just kept on with my plan! We'll get there, you'll see. Hold tight, Babe!
I'm glad you liked the music. How gorgeous was Twiggy in the 60's? I was listening to The Doors earlier. Yay for retro! Have a great day! <3. XXX.
SGD looks better than only 200 calories a day. DO IT! :D Good Luck, and be safe girl <3
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